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What If…

There are a lot of what ifs that often come to my mind. Many of them carry the weight of failure.What if this doesn’t work? What if I’m not good enough? What if it does work and it’s not enough?And so what if carries this dark shadow with it.But what if is neutral. Good and bad things can happen.So I’m starting to ask myself some what ifs that are scary in a good way.What if God loves me just as I am, without output or effort.What if I don’t and never have to work to receive love from him.What if…

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The Berry Pickers

I read this book as part of my residency book club pick of the month. I love my residency book club! It is filled with people I enjoy spending time with and miss acutely, now that I am no longer a resident. This story is of Ruthie a Mi’kmaq girl who is taken as a child on the blueberry fields of Maine, and the effect it has on her and her family, both the one she left behind and the one she has been forced to join.I did not enjoy this book very much. Though it was captivating, the subject…

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Psalm 4: 4-8

Dear reader, this is for you to read when you need some encouragement . It is a rendition of psalm 4: 4-6 in my own words. When the night is darkest, remind yourself that His love is light. May I never forget that You work wonders Papa, because I am your child, by choice, you love me first and always, because of your love for me, I learn every day how to love in return. And this is how I know that you answer all my prayers Papa, apart from the physical proof, it is because of your love for me.  Lord, I…

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Body

Father, thank you for this body you’ve given me. I know that sometimes I might be unappreciative of it, today I wanted to take the time to say thank you. Body,You have been with me since I entered this earth. I could say that I loved you by default, but it would be a lie.I’ve grown to love you, and every season, with every change, I grow still.First, I did not know what loving you meant.I accepted you the way you came until the world showed me that you were not enough.You could always be lighter both in tone and…

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The Newly Engaged Girl’s Library

I’ve been on a roll lately. Maybe it’s because I just got engaged. Actually, I got engaged months ago, but I think because of my slowest of slow burn brains, and long processing time, it has just now become real to me. Bolu is the person that I’m going to spend forever and ever with, and right now, it feels like happily ever after. If Happily ever after means taking each day at a time and getting to know one another and putting each other’s needs above our own and learning to disagree with love and agree with laughter, then…

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